Wednesday, July 6, 2011

We have a 5 year old

Five years ago, today, I was resting after giving birth to my first born daughter.  I was induced at exactly 38 weeks for no other reason except I am in good with my doctor.  We checked into the hospital at 2pm on Wednesday July 5, 2006.  They started me on fluids and pitocin to jump start the labor process.  I was already dilated to 3 cm prior to this, but without any contractions.  So the first phase of my labor process was already completed sometime before 38 weeks...comfortably at home.  About 2 hours into the pitocin I started to feel my first twinge of cramps.  They actually made me super excited because it was "really happening."  Labor progressed as it should and by 9pm I was ready for the epidural.  I was really scared of getting the epidural.  So the nurses had to calm my nerves and by the time I got over myself they had already administered the wonder drug.  I instantly relaxed and was able to rest which was such a relief.  By about 2am on Thursday July 6, 2006 I remember telling Stephen, "I feel a lot of pressure."  So the nurses came in, and confirmed my suspicions.  I instantly turned into nervous mode.  I was was shaking uncontrollably and was so incredibly anxious.  So started the pushing process.  At 2:40am, my beautiful 6 lbs 8 oz and 18 inches long daughter Alexandria Tate (Allie) was born.  She had a full head of dark brown hair and had the prettiest colored skin. I was so shocked, relieved, amazed that I had just birthed a human that I was unable to even hold her.  The nurses cleaned her off and checked all her vitals while I just stared at her in amazement.  They finally handed her over to me and her and I just stared at each other.  It was by far the most monumental moment of my life.  I have never felt so much love in my heart as I did that very moment.

Today, we have a 5 year old!  A FIVE YEAR OLD!!  I decorated the inside of the house late last night so she could wake up to streamers everywhere.  We had a few gifts for her and all wished her Happy Birthday.  I think she really enjoyed all the focus being on her this morning, which she deserves.  Happy Birthday Allie!  Mommy, Daddy, Abigail and Trigger love you more than you'll ever know :) 



**More pictures coming tomorrow :)